my dairy

2008-01-13T07:34:00.000-08:00

-What is friend???
Love?
Care?
Want ?
Sex?
Need?
Or only him or her?
That call friend .....
Can anyone without friend ?

2007-12-23T08:27:00.000-08:00

If one night a big fat man jumps in at your window, grabs you and puts you in a sack don't worry I told Santa I wanted you for CHRISTMAS.HAPPY CHRISTMAS

2007-12-19T10:32:00.000-08:00

guess this time where i go ...

2007-12-17T06:57:00.000-08:00

cater ko ko wedding .

2007-12-04T08:57:00.000-08:00

......SAD DAY..... ;..(

that day i'm so sad ... when he tell me my baby die .i about to cry out . but i can't show anyone . what i can do is keep it inside .

2007-11-27T08:44:00.001-08:00

.... Where i'm flying this time?....

2007-11-11T02:20:00.000-08:00

All the year ..... from baby till a big big girl .

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

I can see the first leaf falling

It's all yellow and nice

It's so very cold outside

Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

Outside it's now raining

And tears are falling from my eyes

Why did it have to happen

Why did it all have to end

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

I have your arms around me ooooh like fire

But when I open my eyes

You're gone...

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much Miss you much...

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do feel I will miss you much

Miss you much...

Songs from Emilia

2007-10-22T19:13:00.000-07:00

Now aday so bad have to go in and out of hospital for my asthma . cry cry ...

2007-10-08T03:27:00.000-07:00

This is the other side of me . Anyone know why ?

2007-09-16T09:39:00.000-07:00

nice car .... miss u .

2007-09-16T09:33:00.000-07:00

Hope to have happiness but yet dun know waiting for what.

Not searching But hope Fate will come.

HEHEHE

2007-08-01T08:27:00.000-07:00

Serving the wine & Typs of wine

1) Temperature

2)Wine Glass

3)Decanting

>Type of wine > Type of food
Dry White Seafood - Shellfish - Fishes
Medium dry - White Fishes in Sauce - Thai Food - Salads -White meat
Rose Salads, cold cuts, fishes, spicy food
Light and fruity red Mixed salads - Cold cuts - White meat
Medium and full bodied red Red meat - Meat with sauce - Gratins.

2007-08-01T04:07:00.000-07:00

i do not know what is love so p/s do not love me ..... u know who u r . i have to thank for your care . THANK.

2007-07-18T21:26:00.000-07:00

- Is good OR bad?? -

I just give my resignation letter

Going back to school for my diploma

but no time at all

(1)Have to look for p/t job

(2) go for my dip

(3) go for my driving

everything in 1 go. can i do it?

i don't know......

2007-07-08T06:32:00.000-07:00

Love is like a rain . he can come anytime and go anytime . The place of the rain is different too. when the rain go no one can stop him from going off . the anything u can do is don't love the rain .

2007-07-02T08:54:00.000-07:00

wheelock bay ... nice pic? but 2 FAT pig bbq .. heheh

2007-06-19T08:25:00.000-07:00

- ok ok i will go back to school but give me some time . i need time . 1 week go 3 school will cry .. no time to go out . how . - go work - go to school - go out with fri - go pub - go ssdc = NO time .

2007-06-16T05:52:00.000-07:00

why he so good to me .. then throw me away .. want me to know other guy ...but don't let me dance with other .. what is this ?

2007-06-13T20:36:00.000-07:00

asthma attack asthma attack .. only know how to attack . what is this ..

2007-06-13T07:58:00.000-07:00

sad i now feeling well .. but have to work...

2007-06-10T07:09:00.000-07:00

don't know what i want now .. go back to school or work work work ...

2007-06-09T06:45:00.000-07:00

who shold i go with .. but i don't love them . what to do?

2007-06-08T09:41:00.001-07:00

2007-06-05T08:32:00.000-07:00

one day past .. i have forget everything.
now what i want is to
look for someone who know how to love me and care about me . where r u ?

2007-06-03T02:44:00.000-07:00

my dear don't forget our 30year old promise.. u know who u r . ;>

2007-06-02T22:04:00.000-07:00

what is love do there know ?
can anyone tell me!!
there only want someone to make love?
that call love?
why every time guy want to make girl cry ?

2007-05-28T07:57:00.000-07:00

everything is over ..

2007-05-25T06:19:00.000-07:00

now i know what to do batter now .. my ex tell me something he said " good or bad also have to past one day , y not have a good day " so i have to make my day good .

2007-05-23T19:42:00.000-07:00

what is love .. why i love him so much he don't love me anymore ... what i have to do . should i let go . but y said start everything over but u can't do it ?why ?

2007-05-17T05:30:00.000-07:00

what am i now ???

2007-05-15T08:13:00.000-07:00

one day by one day
only know work & drank
what am i now
i can't take it
where my love & care

u know today my lungs can not take it .
have to puff .. sad but no one care .

2007-05-14T08:09:00.000-07:00

2day never draft any dairy .. because to sad to draft .don't know want to said .let see what happen .tell u something cute . yester a drank man come in.. when i so sad and angry .that stupid man said want to sev the hp so we give a no. that he walk away a min later he came back with a motorola hp throw at me .. keep on telling me to call his fri . and i keep on said i do not know your fri . he said ' i ask u call ' i said 'I DO NOT KNOW YOUR FRI' he said ' ask u call u call ' . that i said ' CALL WHAT' he said "i give u the no" and i call for him . that he walk away . when the no is there he set down with a beer on the table . ( what is he doing ) ...

2007-05-12T08:14:00.000-07:00

i so sad .. i do not know what he want .. and i in the wrong ?what he want i don't know at all .i keep on asking him . but no ans . he only said want to be alone . what is this .. the thing that hurt me is the word that he said .. 1: i ask how long he need to take to be alone . he said .. when one day he come to me that he ok.. ( what is this .. )2:he said no one can stop him from what he want to do . .. sad sad till i don't know how to said . ( can not cry out to let anyone know everyday have to show a happy face. ) can not take it anymore ...

2007-05-11T05:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i when to MOS with my fri to drink ... guess what happen !! when i at the dance floor with my girl fri there r 2-3 group of people looking at me and her . (but there don't take to her!!! she so sad) when i dance ..hehehe 1 group come over to dance with as but i don't care about that i hug my gril fri to dance .. that the 2 group come over when the 1 group was there . there look at each other but i don't care.. and the 2 group talk to as ask me how old am i .. i said 40..hehehe and i ask how old do i look like he said 19-20 .. one off tham tell my fri he only 20 .. what a small boy want to know me !! tham i don't care about tham we go back to drank .. and the other group look like 40year old come over to our table ..i look so sad .. so old want to know as .. sad . than one of my fri saw this fri .. he give me a "ICE" n want to know me .. my poor girl she so angry no one want to know her ( but she only 19year old) when is time to go back (about 3+) she do not want to go back .. so we go dance till 4+ when i can't take it i tell her i will o back and she can be with my fri .. ( MOS day) .. hehehe

2007-05-08T01:57:00.000-07:00

today i go see doc ..i have a 2 day mc . the doc said if i don't take care i have to go hospital .how...

2007-05-07T08:41:00.000-07:00

today i can't take it anymore i cry out when i was on my way home.i call my good friend when on my way back home to tell him everything .. about the sad i have .

2007-05-06T05:57:00.000-07:00

NO off day so sad i have to work for 8day that off 1 day every 8 day work that off 1 day i going mad .. and everyday have to work ot . WHAT AND I ?????

2007-05-04T08:46:00.000-07:00

Today is a bad day ... i runing all about to do everything eg: see 'hot cust' , plan meal time , open sr ,loan hp ,and alot ... when can i rest??? one day got 24h i use about 15h to work 5-7h to sleep 1-2 h to see my mail .. all use up.. when i have time to go holiday with day .

2007-04-27T19:08:00.000-07:00

Sad Tis 2 day not well but have to work .. want die ..how .? can i take mc ? and everyday i work from 10-10 want cry out .... no time to go shopping , sleep , do my thing . no time to see doc too

2007-04-26T08:43:00.000-07:00

Today is a sad sad day and i'm very angry , with him... he tell me that he's not meeting anyone that y i thinking off going out . (i did tell him) ... at noon he tell me he's meeting friend . .that y i so sad.... and this week he never go out with me everytime with fri ..and when my off day he go meet fri.. SAD me :'(

2007-04-24T01:33:00.000-07:00

will todaay is my off day .. don't know what to do so never go out .. let see what i do .
1: cook for my family ..
2: mop the floor
3: do all the home work..

2007-04-22T10:14:00.000-07:00

- i just come back home ... thinking of nokia .. no longer the old nokia i use to have maybe because of all new that y. ;>

2007-04-21T09:12:00.000-07:00

when i have go back to nokia for 2 day .... let see what i have done
1: lost there sim card
2:send in hp with out warranty card for one day .
3: don't let the cust coll at 8800 side

2007-04-19T04:36:00.000-07:00

S@@ what a black girl ..... Black Black after sun tanning . hehehe

2007-04-17T20:14:00.000-07:00

yesterday i when to doc for my skin .. the doc said my skin is good but can not go sun tanning .. sad . i tell the doc that i love dack tanning look . u know what she said ? she ask me to buy some tanning look lotion so i have that look . ;<

2007-04-16T00:42:00.000-07:00

Today thinking off going to sun tanning but my body heat up .... can not go . ;<

2007-04-15T09:03:00.000-07:00

Today the sun so good . Iwhen to sun tanning alone.. so sad .
So long never go with dear dear i miss the time . but i got burn this time ..hehehe maybe going tomorrow again .

2007-04-14T06:50:00.001-07:00

what is love ? my fri just time me that his girl and him ..

To me love is give and take and not only give .

Love = hate ... hate = Love

LOVE

1: can only one to one love

2: can not beat girl

3: Truth to each other .

4:Forget about the past.

爱一个人很难

2007-04-13T08:02:00.000-07:00

I just comeback from holiday with my friend ... there r good time and bad time ..
1: BAD - can not sleep and i miss my dear .
2: GOOD - I have a good shoping .
Thing off going to HK on next holiday with my love want ..

2007-04-08T22:21:00.000-07:00

Tonight i will be going off i miss my dear ... but will he miss me ?
dear miss me k.. hehehe . i will be back on friday . s@@ u on friday . love u .

2007-04-08T21:32:00.000-07:00

yesterday we when to my grandparent "place" .... when on the way back i saw something that i should NOT s@@ .. but when i saw him he saw me too but he try not to see me .. ( is he scare of me ?) no want know ..

2007-03-26T06:59:00.000-07:00

我刚学华语，所以 not good......

2007-03-24T08:57:00.000-07:00

Now i know what is live ....... Sour : Jealous
Sweet : In Love
Bitter : What u want and can not get
Hot : Anger
This is my love live ....

2006-10-02T04:00:00.000-07:00

2006-09-28T03:16:00.000-07:00

Today is my off day : thinging off going sentosa, but the air not so good so sad . but is ok i give my time to my dear dear . ;>

2006-09-11T03:23:00.000-07:00

today is my Birthday .... 11/09
my 1st birthday gift is from kim ( is a tee )