Sad Tis 2 day not well but have to work .. want die ..how .? can i take mc ? and everyday i work from 10-10 want cry out .... no time to go shopping , sleep , do my thing . no time to see doc too

Today is a sad sad day and i'm very angry , with him... he tell me that he's not meeting anyone that y i thinking off going out . (i did tell him) ... at noon he tell me he's meeting friend . .that y i so sad.... and this week he never go out with me everytime with fri ..and when my off day he go meet fri.. SAD me :'(

will todaay is my off day .. don't know what to do so never go out .. let see what i do .
1: cook for my family ..
2: mop the floor
3: do all the home work..

- i just come back home ... thinking of nokia .. no longer the old nokia i use to have maybe because of all new that y. ;>

when i have go back to nokia for 2 day .... let see what i have done
1: lost there sim card
2:send in hp with out warranty card for one day .
3: don't let the cust coll at 8800 side

yesterday i when to doc for my skin .. the doc said my skin is good but can not go sun tanning .. sad . i tell the doc that i love dack tanning look . u know what she said ? she ask me to buy some tanning look lotion so i have that look . ;<

Today thinking off going to sun tanning but my body heat up .... can not go . ;<

Today the sun so good . Iwhen to sun tanning alone.. so sad .
So long never go with dear dear i miss the time . but i got burn this time ..hehehe maybe going tomorrow again .

I just comeback from holiday with my friend ... there r good time and bad time ..
1: BAD - can not sleep and i miss my dear .
2: GOOD - I have a good shoping .
Thing off going to HK on next holiday with my love want ..

Tonight i will be going off i miss my dear ... but will he miss me ?
dear miss me k.. hehehe . i will be back on friday . s@@ u on friday . love u .